She rolled over on her side, ran her fingers through her curly mane and cursed herself for not bringing her hair stuff with her. Longing for the day when she could feel comfortable waking up beside him with Treasure Troll hair, she resigned herself to accepting things the way they are. Rule number one, NEVER lounge around the next morning. Get your A.M. piece and keep it moving. Harsh? A little, but she had to do what she had to do. Just as she tried to shake her arm and get rid of that prickly feeling, he rolls over, grabs her waist and with brute strength turns her around to face him. "Don't grab my fat like that" she giggled, but was extremely self-conscious about her love handles. "What fat, Tati?" He wasn't the most convincing liar but she appreciated the fact that he obviously didn't care. He looked into her eyes,kissed her deep, sensually and with more emotion than she was ready for that morning. She eagerly kissed him back with as much abandon as a woman raised by coyotes. She could feel something with him, but constantly second-guessed herself.
She was thinking how he would become yet another lust casualty when he murmured something into her hair that made her stop dead in her tracks. "I wish you didn't have to go, baby. I could stay cuddled up like this all day." Then he pulled back and looked at her again and whispered, "In fact, I could envision doing this everyday." Tati didn't know whether to bolt out of the door, or throw her leg over him and take him out again like she had at 3 this morning. "I know you probably have some sort of rule about these things, but if you do, I hope I'm convincing you to change it." Then, a loud THUMP! Had I fallen out of the bed? On the floor, face as red as her favorite Christian Loboutin's, she briefly considered just rolling until she hit the door then breaking into a high school track sprint. Anything to avoid the utter embarrasment that would come from standing up. THUD! Jase dropped onto the floor beside her and they both fell into a fit of uncontrollable laughter. Who wouldn't fall in love with this guy,but she didn't even know if she COULD fall in love again.
Thank God the giggle session led to another several hours of pure, carnal delight and gave Tatiana a little bit more time to respond to Jason's explosion of feelings. With one miserably failed marriage under her belt,a kid to raise and more financial issues than she even wanted to think about, she knew one thing for sure-she could not add a relationship, with its smorgasbord of issues, to her plate that overfloweth. Could she?
